Sunday, September 20, 2009

Squeezing the last days

I am realizing that during summer, blogging takes a very low spot on the priority list. See you when the sun don't shine!

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Rumble

Do I feel the rumbling of change? I think I do. More soon.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Ten books that should be read. (by someone)

I like making lists, so I will make one now.

Ten books that I highly recommend are.

1) 1984,George Orwell, THE book that made me love reading, mainly because I realized books could be relevant.

2) The Day of the Triffids, Long and dry but somehow compelling, one day the plants will take us out!

3) Arabian Nights, Wow! Reading this one as I write this and I am surprised at how much I like it, read the Husain Haddawy translation, it's not so crusty.

4) The Book of Absolutes, I can see myself picking this one up every few years, a must for all those philosophy lovers out there sick of relitavism. Hello?? Oh its just me...

5) Blaze, Stephen King, One of the new ones that flew under the radar. It's a new twist on Of Mice and Men, I Like it.

6) Sandman, Niel Gaiman, In the middle of this 11 book epic and I have no idea where its going, but I don't care the journey is excellent.

7)The Message, Sick of all the thees and thous in the other bible translations, me to, pick this up.

8)Starship Troopers, Robert Heinlein, Saw the dumb movie and not impressed? Forget it, and read the book.

9)The Dark Tower, Stephen King, Do you like Sci-Fi, Westerns, romance, fantacy and adventure? Read this 7 part epic, one day I will write more about this one...

And number 10 is always the next book, that wonderful mystery of a book unread.

Time for wonderful sleep.

Friday, June 12, 2009

wrong order

My new post is not in the right order, but it is there.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Oh blog!

Oh blog, oh blog I still love thee. One day I will take the time to write down mine ideas and spread them across the blogsphere. But now I am tired and feel the need to sleep, oh blissful wonderful exquisite sleep. Perchance in these dreams I shall fly again.

So many ideas floating around so little time...

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

One mans' stinky cheese is another mans' Camembert.

Oh the 80's.

Arnold, Sly, Seagal, Van Dam, Willis and Dolph. The 80's had its own action movie style that can be described in one word, cheese. For some reason I love it, it has a flavor that just isn't reproduced now days. The same story over and over, guns, muscles and awesome one liners. Explosions and a simple plot are a necessity. The bad guys are pure evil, there is no need to guess who is in the right in these flicks.

Arnold was my favorite back in the day. Predator, Total Recal, Terminator and the Conan movies. But when I was a kid nothing could top 'The Running Man'. It had everything, a singing electrical fat man, a hocky player with a razor hockey stick and the guy with the chainsaw. When I was a kid I din't understand what the movie was about, but I got the action.

Recently I have been catching up on all the old action flicks I missed as a kid, especialy the Stalone flicks.(Apperently my Dad wasn't a huge fan of Sly) I am actualy enjoying them more than I thought I would. Stalone seems to have been trying for a little more intelegence in his movies, Arnold was going after the paychecks (Especialy in his later career and you can tell).

I vividly remember my fathers tape collection. He taped movies off the TV, and later off other tapes and he had a fairly large number of movies. Any time my parents left the house I would throw in a tape and watch random movies, and then one day I put in something called "Robocop", and pressed play. Well as the body parts were blown away from a guys body in the first few minutes, my brain was blown. I was disturbed and intreagued, my dad watches this stuff? This kind of stuff exists??

And so I watch. I prefer the cheesy stuff over gore and explised stuff and the 80's is great for the cheese.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Science Vs. Spirituality

Sight is a wonderful thing. It is one of the main ways we understand the world around us. Shapes colours, faces, danger, size the list goes on and on. We can see the face of a loved one and it will make us happy or see a shark in the water and send adrenaline pumping through our bodies.

We could get by with one eye. We would see just fine, the same colours and faces. Everything would be the same except, we would be without
stereo vision and depth perception. Somehow our brain takes two different images and fuses them into one that we can understand and get more information out of just the one image alone.

Perhaps I am just slow, but as far as I can tell, science and spirituality are ways of understanding the world. As humans we have very limited senses. Our eyes can only see so far, our ears can hear only limited frequencies, our noses are almost useless and we can only feel something if we touch it. Apparently we have taste buds to make us fat.

Humans being a somewhat inventive species, have figured out ways of extending our senses with machines. We can take information we would otherwise not be able to detect and translate it into something we can understand. (radar makes it possible to see things we cannot see, as do telescopes and microscopes etc. etc.)

I could go on with this, but I am lazy. My point being science tells us about things we can see and detect, in other words it tells us about the material world, the macro and the micro world that affects us everyday. Using this science we have found that the probability of spontaneous life generation is 1 in 10 to the
100,000,000,000 power. That is a one with a 100,000,000,000 zeroes behind it. Essentially, impossible. I wish I knew how reputable this information is but unfortunately I don't. I have read it from a few sources, but they could all lead back to some fundamentalist wacko, so be warned.

Spirituality is how many people like to see the world and make sense of it. From the ancients who didn't really know any different, to modern man who knows that some of what he believes is suspect but firmly believes in the principles that have been passed down generation to generation, and know that there is some fundamental truth to most faiths. How do we know there is truth in faith (or God)? My short and simple answer is, we are still here, and so is faith, so something about it works.

I don't truly understand the problem between Science and Faith. They both meld in my brain and form my understanding of life. How I should think and act are informed by my understanding and thirst for more understanding from both of these wonderful subjects. I think the main friction between the two comes down to POWER and CONTROL. Something neither field should be dabbling in but both seem obsessed with. The power over minds and control of money time and resources.

And, stop.





Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Reading revisited

Yesterday I started writing a blog about reading, my love for it and what books I am reading. I reread what I was writing and said to myself,' Wow that's boring.' So now I start over again.

I spend a lot of time reading and thinking about reading and writing. Probably more than I should, and surely more than your average person. I love reading for many reasons. I think you absorb a little of a persons point of view when you read a book. Whether you agree with it or not I think it is good to see life from multiple angles, and think about what you saw.

Reading is my main way of recharging. I pick one of several I am reading at any one time, sit down and jump in, fiction, non fiction, doesn't matter. If I don't want to exert myself too much I pick up a comic(so called Graphic Novels), if I feel like a challenge I pick up a 'classic'. I usually find classics to be hard to get into, and more word to get thru, but they tend to have more to them in terms of content, sometimes. Occasionally they are simply garbage (Naked Lunch, anyone). Anything 20th century or after is usually not too bad.

I must say one thing tho. If I don't like the book in the first two chapters I stop and don't bother with the rest. I am very picky about my reading time, I don't like wasting it on trash.

More on reading later. At the moment I HIGHLY recommend a book called The Book of Absolutes by William Gairdner. Every time I open this one I am blown away.

Peace

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Children

Children are infinitely amazing, especially mine.

I find each new stage interesting, the smiles and coos, the rolling over and crawling. Then walking, running, jumping and singing!

Elizabeth strings words together to try and get her thoughts across to us. She babbles constantly, and sometimes she actually makes sense. We always say "I love you Elizabeth", and now she has started to say things like "me mommy love". Does a two year old truly understand what love means? I don't know, but I think maybe she does.

We bought her a ukulele for her birthday, which she calls her guitar. She pulls it out and starts strumming the strings and singing original songs. She can sing the ABC song, but she prefers singing her own songs, creativity in its purist form and I have a front row seat. She loves music, I hope her interest grows and becomes something, but for now it is just awesome to watch her do her thing.

Sam is another story. Anyone claiming that there is little difference between boys and girls has not had children. Sam is a brute. He has little care for his body, he sees something he wants and he finds a way to get it. Usually he lands on his head getting it.
Sam and Liza are very different, I can see personality traits coming out of them, as far as I can tell babies are not blank slates, they come partially loaded with... something.

I want to say something about how I hate calling myself a "Christian". The word is so loaded with thousands of years of other peoples crap, I really don't want to be associated with the word. And yet I have no problem at all with Yahweh and Jesus. I don't know what to do with that. The word "human" also has that problem... sometimes I think I think too much.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

A mission

I am a rambler, and so I feel that I should probably keep this blog focused on my 4 Main passions in life.
1. Family
2. God (I can feel some eyes rolling, and that's fine. I will not be trying to prove anything here)
3. Books
4. Music

I shall expand, by explaining were I am in my life in regards to these passions.

Family
I am married to Melissa, we have two children together one girl, one boy. Our oldest is Elizabeth she is turning two tomorrow. The other is Sam he is nine months old.
Melissa and I are currently being scrutinized by the Canadian Government in order to take Foster Children. It is an interesting process as they ask incredibly detailed, intimate questions, a process I am actually enjoying as it is making me take a close look at my past and making me think about it.

God
I was raised Atheist. In my family, God was not even a subject, and therefore I was not really aware of how intrinsic the God idea was in society. I consider myself a logical analytical person and so I can only explain it this way: I have never heard a good enough answer to ANY of the big questions to make me doubt that there is a God.
Big question #1 If time started with the big bang, how did the moment of the big bang occur without time?
Big question #2 If evolution is all about survival of the fittest why and how did it go beyond a simple bacteria? (that's not even going into the astronomically large "accident" life is to begin with, the odds are quite strange to say the least)
Big question #3 If there is no "good" or "bad" then it should be OK for me to steal all your stuff right?

Books
I love reading. I may talk about a really good book I am reading. Books you really should read: I'll cover that later.

Music
This love ebbs and flows. Sometimes I find a new band(or rediscover old stuff) and music feels fresh to me again, and sometimes it feels old and stale (like every time I hear Madonna, or most new pop trash). I may go on about music from time to time.

Figuring out the blog thing


Testing the picture thing.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Number one

This is the first entry and therefor a test to see how it works and looks.